Why must I solicit Bridget Jones for hopeful thoughts?

• It snowed today and, again, there was no one to play with.
• I really hate eating dinner by myself...for some reason today was more difficult than other nights.
• The movie was supposed to be something for me to have on in the background as I responsibly type up his manuscript.
• I painfully miss running around the city with a montage playing in my head.
  
• My legs, too, only come up to here.