Thursday, October 29, 2009

Why did he not show up?

  • I don't know. Maybe he thought they were not going to be there, too.
  • I don't know. Maybe he does not ever want to see me again.
  • I don't know. Maybe he had a legitimate reason to not show up and all he could muster up is "i can't make it tonight..."
  • I don't know. Maybe he is just a guy.
  • I don't know. Maybe I am tired of making excuses for him.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Why am I wondering what she is doing?

  • I have not talked to her in ages!
  • My wish for her has not come to true yet. Or, did it?
  • I have so much music that I need her to hear.
  • I want exchange silly boy stories.
  • I want to hear her laugh.
  • I miss my Little Indian Princess.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Special Report: It is 9 o'clock on a Sunday morning.

  • Why am I not studying anymore?
  • Why is she not answering her phone?
  • Why do I wish I stayed longer?
  • Why am I unable to sleep?
  • Why am I making "to do" and "to watch" lists?
  • Why do I feel like I need to go to church?
  • Why would I trade in the scent of freshly showered for the aroma of breakfast?

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Why have I been so exhausted?

  • She wants breakfast.
  • There are so many birthdays in October.
  • She wants lunch.
  • There is only one week left before the EIT.
  • The bus gets too full so I cannot take a nap.
  • She wants dinner.
  • Those damn ducks refuse to get in a row.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Why do I love this girl named Cherene?

  • When we were little, she always told me that I was adopted. She would say that they picked me up from a fairy village in some field of flowers whereas evil sisters would say that their adopted siblings were discovered in some abandoned dumpster.
  • I was told that she decided not to run away from home because she heard that I would not stop crying.
  • She taught me math.
  • She has such good teeth. Her hair makes me jealous sometimes, too.
  • She gives me a $1 allowance whenever she has extra cash in her wallet.
  • She thinks that any day out with me is like an adventure! Someday, we are going to go to Pittsburgh and have Fat Head Sandwiches.
  • She gets so happy about the little things and when something huge happens she gets that much more excited.
  • I find comfort in the fact that she will always have my back no matter how right or wrong my life turns out to be.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Why am I so sniffly?

  • She got her sick and now I think it might have been passed on to me.
  • We keep watching movies that make me want to cry, both tears of joy and of sadness.
  • The thought that I might be leaving my perfectly wonderful apartment gets me all choked up.
  • The dry, cold air always gives me nose bleeds.
  • I miss that girl that left me for a box shaped state.

Monday, October 12, 2009

Why do I feel like I should never complain?

  • They raised me well and never let me forget it.
  • She said that we're going to sing "You To Me Are Everything." The chaperoning will not have to begin until much later.
  • She always uses my blanket. Afterwards, it smells like it just came out of the dryer.
  • Her wave really creeps me out, but I would be lying if I said it did not make me smile a little bit inside.
  • I could be as odd as I want and she cannot help but love me. I decided and she accepted the truth. I'm sure of it.

Friday, October 9, 2009

Why do I miss last Friday?

  • Oh, Laguna Beach. If you didn't claim their sunglasses as a token of our gratitude, you would have been perfection.
  • Huntington Beach was the fun.
  • The butternut squash soup at Cafe at the End of the Universe did not fail us.
  • Thank you, FedEx for letting her use your restroom even though she was not a customer.
  • The Dodgers lost, so I guess being sold out of tickets was not a complete loss.
  • Hello, Coffee. Remember me?

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Why do I miss last Thursday?

You would, too, if you spent it at Disneyland.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Why do I miss last Wednesday?

  • We woke up early to try to call in and get tickets to the Ellen Show.
  • We drove to Griffifth Park.
  • We had an amazing breakfast at Fred 62.
  • When Ellen did not call us back, we took a VIP Warner Brothers Studio Tour and sat on the FRIENDS couch.
  • We got 20% off our stay at La Quinta in Anaheim.
  • We went to Hotel Cafe in Holloywood.
  • They got so tipsy, one could not stop dancing in her seat and the other one could not stop trying to take her glass with her as we exited he restaurant.
  • We passed out on a very comfortable king sized bed.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Why do I miss last Tuesday?

  • She still eats the same way she has been eating since she was two years old.
  • We backtracked to Santa Barbara.
  • We threw pennies into a homeless person's wishing well.
  • We took a video re-creating Baywatch beach runs in Malibu.
  • We observed surfer boys in their natural habitat in Venice.
  • She was such a smart puppy.
  • We could have ridden the Santa Monica ferris wheel.

Monday, October 5, 2009

Why do I miss last Monday?

  • We woke up in the dunes and had breakfast at the bay.
  • We drove across the Golden Gate Bridge.
  • We found Worlds Within for $10.
  • He got off work early to see me and was still a good sport when I told him we were on a tight schedule.
  • She sang Daniel Powter's Bad Day.
  • We drove down to Ventura.
  • They stayed up and waited for us to get there.
  • We showered.