Why am I thankful?

• My sister.
• My iPod.
• My parents.
• My family in California.
• My family in the Philippines.
• My car.
• My guy.
• My friends.
• My co-workers.
• My contractors.
• My hats.

Why might I not make it home?

• The sore throat starting to attack my ears.
• The parentals would be too worried.
• The pass is fixing to close.
• The blizzard might keep me in Boise.
• The universe must be angry with me.

Why does it need to be Wednesday?

• I want to go home.
• I want to eat food from my mama's kitchen.
• I want to see him.
• I need to see her.
• There is shopping to be had.

Why have I lost that loving feeling?

• I missed their birthdays.
• I missed Harry Potter.
• I work 75-hour weeks.
• I cannot drive where there are no streetlights.
• I will not have anyone to play in the snow with.

Why will things never be the same?

67 out of 105.

Why am I awake at 5:52 AM on a Saturday?

Someone's gotta make sure millions of dollars of federal money is being put to good use.

Why am I not ever going to stop trying to make it up to her?!

She deserves nothing short of perfection.